{"id":188,"date":"2006-05-05T21:24:34","date_gmt":"2006-05-06T02:24:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=188"},"modified":"2006-05-05T21:25:01","modified_gmt":"2006-05-06T02:25:01","slug":"another-month-ended","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=188","title":{"rendered":"Another Month Ended"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I so called it. I felt gassy all day, and near the end of the day I just felt that&#8230; feeling. That heavy feeling. Sure enough, 10pm and I have a lot of red spotting. AF will be here in the morning.<\/p>\n<p>I feel so heavy and sad. I just sat here in bed for a few minutes, staring at nothing, until Den came in to tell me my mom had called him (I&#8217;d not picked up when she&#8217;d called me). It&#8217;s just like&#8230; like I&#8217;m playing russian roulette. Every spin you hope, but you know in your heart you&#8217;re not going to win the jackpot.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I so called it. I felt gassy all day, and near the end of the day I just felt that&#8230; feeling. That heavy feeling. Sure enough, 10pm and I have a lot of red spotting. AF will be here in the morning. I feel so heavy and sad. I just sat here in bed for [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[7],"class_list":["post-188","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-thoughts-and-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/188","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=188"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/188\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=188"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=188"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=188"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}