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<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"I have to say, right now I’m not all that concerned. What I realized is that even if pregancy tests were getting darker like I wanted, that’s no guarantee that I wouldn’t miscarry. And even if the line stays light, I could still have a perfectly normal pregnancy. Yeah, it would help me feel better for the moment. But I’m searching for a guarantee, and there just isn’t one. The sooner I can let that go, the better.<\/p>\n
But beyond that, my body is doing a damn good job of convincing me I am pregnant. I feel a little light-headed when I stand up after being sitting or laying down for a while. My abs feel tight, as if I’ve been working them (and, trust me, I haven’t). I have a light headache tonight, and did last night too. My boobs feel a little sore. And the big one? I don’t want chocolate.<\/i><\/p>\n
When I arrived here at my parents we went shopping and I bought a bunch of Canadian chocolate – and proceeded to eat it all. This is typical for me. But I realized that over the past week I have gone from eating every chocolate in sight to not eating any of it. I bought a Coffee Crisp and an Aero, and both had one bite taken out of them and then were left sitting on the counter for days. Today I saw the Aero sitting there so I grabbed some just out of habit. I took a bite and… umm… yeah…. it kind of tasted like… mud. Or something. Just blah. Definitely not something delicious and craving-worthy.<\/p>\n
And the thing is, I hardly touched chocolate at all during my entire pregnancy with Devin. It’s not that it made me sick… it just tasted like crap. I hardly expected that very strange symptom to return for round two, but here we are. Guess that is one thing that is going to stay the same.<\/p>\n
This is the exciting part, for me – finding out how this pregnancy will unfold similar to and different from my first one. I’ve been looking forward to this for a very long year. As some of the initial fear quietens in the continued presence of undeniable symptoms, I feel more and more happy.<\/p>\n
I’m pregnant, and it feels fucking wonderful.<\/p>\n
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