{"id":1712,"date":"2009-04-02T22:18:45","date_gmt":"2009-04-03T02:18:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1712"},"modified":"2009-04-02T22:18:45","modified_gmt":"2009-04-03T02:18:45","slug":"hope-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1712","title":{"rendered":"Hope"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m starting to feel hopeful again&#8230; playing over &#8220;what-if&#8221;s and &#8220;what-could-be&#8221;s in my head. I don&#8217;t like it. I know that doing this over and over again without any hope would be pretty pointless, but I wish I could just block it out completely while I am waiting. There is simply no point to it and I am tired of being hurt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m starting to feel hopeful again&#8230; playing over &#8220;what-if&#8221;s and &#8220;what-could-be&#8221;s in my head. I don&#8217;t like it. I know that doing this over and over again without any hope would be pretty pointless, but I wish I could just block it out completely while I am waiting. There is simply no point to it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[87],"class_list":["post-1712","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-fet1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1712","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1712"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1712\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1713,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1712\/revisions\/1713"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1712"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1712"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1712"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}