{"id":1668,"date":"2009-03-12T00:05:52","date_gmt":"2009-03-12T04:05:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1668"},"modified":"2009-03-12T00:05:52","modified_gmt":"2009-03-12T04:05:52","slug":"a-rest-but-not-really","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1668","title":{"rendered":"A rest, but not really"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I haven&#8217;t been posting much because I&#8217;ve been so damn tired. I ended up taking a nearly 4 hour nap with the kitties today. It just feels so very comforting to fall asleep next to your hubby, two kitties, and two dogs (though the dogs were kind of confused about why were falling asleep and couldn&#8217;t we pay attention to them now?). I said to Den, &#8220;Our house is never short on love.&#8221; And it&#8217;s true.<\/p>\n<p>I am continuing the FET protocol &#8211; I just got the full instructions in the mail. I put on 2 patches tomorrow instead of the one I&#8217;ve been doing. Ooooo. 2 patches! Not sure I can handle this. Ahaha. I love FETs. It&#8217;s a damn vacation, is what it is.<\/p>\n<p>But then Den asked me today out of the blue, &#8220;So&#8230; is it possible that they go to un-freeze the embryos and we walk in there and they say they didn&#8217;t make it?&#8221; Not sugarcoating anything I just said &#8220;Yep.&#8221; We sat in silence for a minute and then he pointed out, &#8220;We can never relax during any of this, ever, can we.&#8221; No&#8230; no we can&#8217;t. That is so sad. But I like to try to not worry about things like that.<\/p>\n<p>2 weeks to transfer. In a normal cycle I&#8217;d be starting stims now. Instead I think I&#8217;m just going to go back to sleep.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I haven&#8217;t been posting much because I&#8217;ve been so damn tired. I ended up taking a nearly 4 hour nap with the kitties today. It just feels so very comforting to fall asleep next to your hubby, two kitties, and two dogs (though the dogs were kind of confused about why were falling asleep and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[87],"class_list":["post-1668","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-fet1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1668","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1668"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1668\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1669,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1668\/revisions\/1669"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1668"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1668"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1668"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}