The “spotting” was not implantation bleeding… it was, apparently, AF. Mid-day I noticed I was still spotting, and by the end of my work day I was bleeding more heavily. It’s not a full period… yet. But it’s almost there. Enough blood. Some small clots. I tried holding it together for the last hour of work, but there were some tears in the bathroom and back room.<\/p>\n
I just don’t understand. How\/why would I get my period while still on the prometrium and estrogen? I didn’t miss any thing, that I know of. I’m just at a loss for words. I was not at all concerned with some spotting – maybe even a little hopeful. But this? I am at a loss.<\/p>\n
My heart hurts so much, I am lost in this. All of this… the cycle’s end, Devin’s birthday, the continued grief and loss and this huge empty hole. How much is one person expected to survive?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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