{"id":1634,"date":"2009-03-03T10:05:26","date_gmt":"2009-03-03T14:05:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1634"},"modified":"2009-03-03T10:05:26","modified_gmt":"2009-03-03T14:05:26","slug":"down-the-mudslide","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1634","title":{"rendered":"Down the Mudslide"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Another negative this morning. I crawled back into bed, pulled Sheepie into my arms, and fell asleep. When my alarm went off I turned it off and fell back asleep. Den got up to take a shower and I just stared at the ceiling for fifteen minutes. When I finally got into the shower I started crying silently. I&#8217;m preparing myself for the worst. I cannot see this coming out with good news in the end.<\/p>\n<p>What is so wrong with me? I always thought getting that embryo would be the challenge, and after that it would happen the way it&#8217;s supposed to. But if I can&#8217;t get pregnant with a good quality blast, what does that mean? Shit luck, or something more?<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;re left wondering if Devin really was some kind of miracle.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Another negative this morning. I crawled back into bed, pulled Sheepie into my arms, and fell asleep. When my alarm went off I turned it off and fell back asleep. Den got up to take a shower and I just stared at the ceiling for fifteen minutes. When I finally got into the shower I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[78],"class_list":["post-1634","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-ivf-4"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1634","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1634"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1634\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1635,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1634\/revisions\/1635"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1634"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1634"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1634"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}