{"id":1562,"date":"2009-02-19T16:57:00","date_gmt":"2009-02-19T20:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1562"},"modified":"2009-08-30T09:50:37","modified_gmt":"2009-08-30T13:50:37","slug":"miracles-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1562","title":{"rendered":"Miracles"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last night I could barely sleep&#8230; I was hyped up on adrenaline. I opened my laptop for a couple hours, just to try to distract myself until I got somewhat sleepy. So I managed a few hours of sleep&#8230; and then slept in so that I didn&#8217;t have enough time to wash my hair. Oh well, that&#8217;s what hair nets are for in surgery, right?<\/p>\n<p>We arrived right at 8pm, I got changed into the surgical gown and into bed. Then they started the incessant questions and paperwork. I feel bad for them, really &#8211; that is a lot of paperwork! And they have to arrange it all in a particular way so the doctors can just walk in, check through it, and walk off.<\/p>\n<p>I mentioned working full-time and the nurse asked me what I do. I, without thinking, answered truthfully: part-time as a bank teller, part time as the assistant manager of a animal rescue organization. BAD IDEA, NATALIE. I do this every time, and every time Den and I want to kick my ass, because this always triggers a 20-minute discussion about cats &#8211; one that I don&#8217;t particularly feel like having while waiting for surgery. And why is it that the conversations always involve their cat who ran away, got eaten, hit by a car, they want to get rid of, etc etc. It inevitably leaves me biting my tongue. After the nurse left my little cubicle Den hissed at me, &#8220;I was <i>trying<\/i> to get your attention to say NOOOO don&#8217;t say it, but you said it anyways!&#8221; I am stupid. Next time, duct tape my mouth shut please.<\/p>\n<p>The two nurses were talking a lot over the equipment for starting IV&#8230; something about the needles and tape and such. I was starting to shoot Den some panicked looks, like, this is not boding well. A little bit later they got to starting my IV. She looked at the vein in my left hand, tapping it and humming and hawing. A little novocaine, the needle went in&#8230; and that was IT. It was my best IV start yet!! I barely felt a thing, it started right away, and I had no problems the rest of the day. It was fantastic!!<\/p>\n<p>A woman came by and introduced herself as being from research. She said that she knows my history of having a lot of immature eggs, and would I be willing to join a study? The study is about IVM &#8211; in vitro maturation, a technique which currently does not have a very good success rate (and thus is not covered by my insurance, in case you were wondering why we haven&#8217;t gone that route). They want to study immature eggs to figure out why they don&#8217;t have good success in the lab, to hopefully make it a viable solution for people like me. So Den and I said, &#8220;Yes, sir!&#8221; and gleefully signed the consents. Like Den said to me privately, it&#8217;s kind of neat to be on the leading edge of stuff&#8230; trying experimental things and helping pave the way for future women like me. Maybe in 10 years they will have some actual protocols for addressing this issue so they aren&#8217;t just shooting in the dark.<\/p>\n<p>When the doctor arrived and got changed it was time to get into the OR. I left Den with my blackberry so he could peruse the news while bored and waiting, and I waddled off with the back of my gown clutched shut, IV bag held by the anesthesiologist. Same as always&#8230; lay down, arms on the wings, legs in the big stirrups. No stinging in the IV hand this time, just that things started to go a little blurry&#8230; and then a lot blurry&#8230; and then I was out.<\/p>\n<p>When I woke up Den told me they got 25 eggs out of me. That was more than I was hoping for &#8211; I was aiming for about 20. I just worry because my very first cycle we had 24 retrieved, my successful cycle we had 13 retrieved. But 25 is a good number still. I twittered from my blackberry and then we were on our way.<\/p>\n<p>Before we left I asked if the nurse could check on how many eggs were mature and let me know today. Since, you know, waiting is <i>freaking torture<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>We stopped for breakfast on the way home (I was still feeling a tad bit tipsy from the anesthesia, but not too bad). Tasted awesome. Ohhhh food after surgery is fantastic.<\/p>\n<p>Den had to go to work, so he just dropped me off at home and left for his meetings. I went straight to bed! Whether from the anesthesia or my lack of sleep last night, or some combo of the two, I was exhausted! I carefully put my phone (making sure the ringer was ON) on the pillow beside me and fell asleep, expecting to be woken up by a call.<\/p>\n<p>Instead I was woken up by the sound of a dog puking (maybe after this she&#8217;ll stop eating the plastic plant containers in the basement? Probably not). And no phone call. I looked at the clock, 3pm. Should I call them? They probably forgot. But then I thought, what if they haven&#8217;t called me because they can&#8217;t find any good ones and they&#8217;re desperately trying to find some before calling me? My mind can imagine a lot of bad news without much help. I called and left a message&#8230; could they please find out from the lab how it&#8217;s looking?<\/p>\n<p>A few minutes later my phone rang. I answered it. It was one of the nurses. &#8220;I just called down to the lab. They&#8217;re still looking at some of the immature ones to see if they will be able to ICSI them later, <em>(my heart starts pounding)<\/em>&#8230; There were 5 eggs able to be ICSI&#8217;d right away, and then a little after that they were able to ICSI 2 more.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>All I could say was, &#8220;Holy crap!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>WE HAVE 7 MATURE EGGS AND THEY MAY HAVE SOME MORE LATER!!!!!<\/p>\n<p>I thanked her profusely, hung up the phone, and burst into tears. 7. SEVEN. That&#8217;s 28%!!! Every one of my previous cycles has had an 8% maturity rate. This more than TRIPLED the number of mature eggs I normally have!! Oh my GOD.<\/p>\n<p>I am still crying. I can&#8217;t wait until Den gets home so I can give him the news. I already called Kel to tell her. This is just unbelievable. I really really never expected that this was even POSSIBLE from my body.<\/p>\n<p>Tomorrow I find out how many of them fertilized&#8230; I don&#8217;t expect it will be all of them, but it looks like we will have some good frostie candidates this time!!! WOW!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last night I could barely sleep&#8230; I was hyped up on adrenaline. I opened my laptop for a couple hours, just to try to distract myself until I got somewhat sleepy. So I managed a few hours of sleep&#8230; and then slept in so that I didn&#8217;t have enough time to wash my hair. 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