I had 24 hours of no blog, no sites, no email. It felt like my hand had been cut off. All evening yesterday I was wailing every time I opened my browser, as it would try to open my custom page on my website and it came up with nothing. I couldn’t fix it, not right then. I couldn’t work on the websites I was in the middle of, I couldn’t post to my blog, and of course I didn’t want to do anything else.<\/p>\n
It was just a simple billing issue (my debit card expired) and was fixed today while I was at work, on my BlackBerry, hastily typing away on it to get this fixed with the billing department so that I would have my sites back up by the time I got home. Light knows I couldn’t last another day without it, and… oh, light forbid not a whole weekend<\/i>. I think I’d cry. Hard.<\/p>\n
(If you haven’t noticed, I have a slight dependence issue. You don’t want to see me when the entire internet goes down. Oh it’s not pretty.)<\/p>\n
In any case, it is fixed and my heart rate is slowly returning to normal.<\/p>\n
The cycle is… going. I’m doing lupron injections. This time I said screw it and am skipping the ice. And honestly? The ice was worse than the injections, apparently. Or, as I told some cycle buddies of mine, maybe after three stims cycles and a pregancy my belly is numb.<\/p>\n
I’m starting to have serious doubts about this ever working. It’s becoming harder and harder to believe in this turning out good.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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