I guess I really haven’t written much in here about how I’m doing.<\/p>\n
Emotionally, I am… cranky. Bitchy. However you want to call it. I have not been a happy person, and I do not expect to be one for a while. I’m not like ranting and crying in public or anything, just very “get out of my space and leave me alone.” I want to talk<\/i> to my good friends, but I don’t want to chit-chat about stupid shit with people I run into during the day. I don’t want to be in any crowds, I don’t want to have to socialise.<\/p>\n
My period arrived in full force yesterday, sending me into another trip of the “blahs.” Thankfully this period, while heavy, has not included any cramping, for which I am very thankful.<\/p>\n
I called and left a message for the IVF nurses, who called me back promptly. I just wanted her to pass on to my doctor that I’d like it if he could call me to talk about the next cycle. I really just want to know what the plan is an where we go from here and how soon we can get started…. and I’m not going to sit around for a month waiting for an appointment. Which is fine, he’ll call me… when he gets back from vacation next week. Sigh. So I have to wait another week for some idea of what we’re doing.<\/p>\n
Which I’m mostly okay with. I’ve started the pill up for a down-regulation cycle, assuming that I’ll be heading straight into another cycle. My best guess is that he’ll want to lower my stims dosage in order to lower my risk of overstimming again, but go with the same basic protocol otherwise, including the 38 hour delay between trigger and retrieval.<\/p>\n
And hell, so far I’ve been pretty right about everything so I’m just going to go by my own plans for now. We’re looking at an early February retrieval and transfer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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