Here’s the part I can’t understand: Why do miracles happen to everyone else, but not us? I know that’s not a fair representation, but it feels like it some days. Most days. This whole journey has been one big clusterfuck, and the little things that went right are pretty much overshadowed by the things that went very wrong. If I were a religious person I would really be screwed up, wondering what the hell I did to deserve this.<\/p>\n
I just don’t understand why we have to fight so hard, with so many setbacks, for something that comes so easy to most. I thought I’d put in my time, you know? I thought we’d struggled and succeeded. And then we lost Devin. And still I thought, well maybe next time we’ll get a free pass, we’ll get pregnant on our own, be one of those stories. But no. Not for us.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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