{"id":1303,"date":"2008-10-04T21:00:18","date_gmt":"2008-10-05T01:00:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1303"},"modified":"2008-10-04T21:01:03","modified_gmt":"2008-10-05T01:01:03","slug":"little-realizations","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1303","title":{"rendered":"Little realizations"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’ve been very down this week. Really struggling about everything, really pissed off. It’s gotten worse this weekend – I woke up feeling like I was going to burst into tears and wanted to just pull the covers over my head and forget about everything and everyone.<\/p>\n

Driving to work I was thinking about how strange it was that I’m feeling so<\/i> down. Then I realize tomorrow is October 5… 6 months since Devin’s due date.<\/p>\n

I didn’t think I was really going to pay much attention to it, I didn’t think it was going to matter. He was born and died 7 months ago, no big deal. But I guess deep down inside is another story entirely.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I’ve been very down this week. Really struggling about everything, really pissed off. It’s gotten worse this weekend – I woke up feeling like I was going to burst into tears and wanted to just pull the covers over my head and forget about everything and everyone. Driving to work I was thinking about how […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[76,69],"class_list":["post-1303","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-ivf-3","tag-loss"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1303","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1303"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1303\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1303"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1303"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1303"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}