{"id":1301,"date":"2008-10-03T00:42:44","date_gmt":"2008-10-03T04:42:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1301"},"modified":"2008-10-03T00:51:20","modified_gmt":"2008-10-03T04:51:20","slug":"all-before-you-blink","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1301","title":{"rendered":"All before you blink"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Randomly I&#8217;ll come across of photos of me pregnant. Not the typical ones I see all the time, but like on Facebook there are some photos of me from my baby shower.<\/p>\n<p>At first I react with surprize and confusion. Did I really look like that? Did I really have that big belly that I envy my co-worker so much for?<\/p>\n<p>Soon as the surprize ebbs I feel sad it&#8217;s gone. I look with a heavy heart, remembering days past&#8230; trying to pull up the memories of how it actually felt, and feeling disappointed that they are fuzzier now, harder to remember.<\/p>\n<p>But then&#8230; then I smile. I had it once &#8211; it really is possible. And I <i>will<\/i> get to experience it all again.<\/p>\n<p>And I feel hope.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v240\/lunarmagic\/Baby\/Shower\/olu-group.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Randomly I&#8217;ll come across of photos of me pregnant. Not the typical ones I see all the time, but like on Facebook there are some photos of me from my baby shower. At first I react with surprize and confusion. Did I really look like that? Did I really have that big belly that I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[76,69],"class_list":["post-1301","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-ivf-3","tag-loss"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1301","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1301"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1301\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1301"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1301"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1301"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}