{"id":1283,"date":"2008-09-13T10:03:57","date_gmt":"2008-09-13T14:03:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1283"},"modified":"2008-09-13T10:03:57","modified_gmt":"2008-09-13T14:03:57","slug":"widening-not-always-good","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1283","title":{"rendered":"Widening &#8211; Not Always Good"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I realized last week that I am not ready to be pregnant again. Mentally I&#8217;m ready. Emotionally I&#8217;m ready. Physically&#8230; not so much.<\/p>\n<p>I have a vice, and it is not drinking or smoking or any of those such bad things. It is JUNK FOOD. And eating in general. I have been eating out a lot since I got my job (and the extra cash flow that comes with it). I have been giving in to my desires for Dunkin Donuts, McDonalds, whatever else I want. Chips, brownies, processed foods.<\/p>\n<p>I have put on 4lbs&#8230; the 4lbs I worked so hard to take off. I feel gross. So one day last week I was looking down at my ever-widening thighs and thought to myself, <i>Shit. I can&#8217;t get pregnant now.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>I had several goals to attain before getting pregnant. One was going to Six Flags (haven&#8217;t yet &#8211; the weather is crappy crap), since I&#8217;ll be pregnant all next summer. And one was getting in shape so I could start off my pregnancy healthy. Not that 4lbs is a big deal, but to me it is. I want to be prepared.<\/p>\n<p>So. After tonight I think I&#8217;m going to have to buckle back down and take those 4lbs off again before December. I can do that&#8230; that&#8217;s 3 months. No problem.<\/p>\n<p>But food? It is so good. I love food. Sigh.<\/p>\n<p>PS &#8211; We have the next RE consult on Monday early AM. Yippee, yipee. Not that I&#8217;m expecting much, but still. Hopefully we can set a plan in stone, or at least in wood or something less-than-liquid. This IVF keeps me going forward.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I realized last week that I am not ready to be pregnant again. Mentally I&#8217;m ready. Emotionally I&#8217;m ready. Physically&#8230; not so much. I have a vice, and it is not drinking or smoking or any of those such bad things. It is JUNK FOOD. And eating in general. I have been eating out a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[74],"class_list":["post-1283","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-ttc2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1283","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1283"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1283\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1283"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1283"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1283"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}