Life has been going pretty good lately. Or rather, I’ve kind of been puttering along doing things, keeping busy, and nothing bad has happened or sprung to mind. To me this is positive. Productive. There have been ups and downs, though.<\/p>\n
The good: I really enjoy the people I’ve been training with. When the trainer steps out we chat, and we seem to have similar interests and personalities. Even the trainer is really great, too.<\/p>\n
The bad: We’re all going to different locations after training. Bugger.<\/p>\n
The good: I seem to have gathered a nice little wardrobe for work, about 5 or 6 shirts that look good on me and are professional and polished. Grey slacks that fit well and are also very nice, and go with everything. I am very pleased about getting dressed each day. I feel so… mature. And not in that synonym-for-old kind of way.<\/p>\n
The bad: It’s cold in the building! I spend all day shivering in my cute little short-sleeve shirts. I’m really hoping my new location will be a tad bit warmer, or I’m going to have to ditch my shirts in favor of long sleeves. Maybe I’ll just try to buy a blazer or sweater or something.<\/p>\n
The good: Getting up early to have a shower has not been too hard on me, physically – I’m not falling asleep during the day or anything. I actually feel pretty perky.<\/p>\n
The bad: Getting up at that hour puts me in direct conflict with Den getting ready. To those of you who don’t know, we have one very small bathroom with a pedastal sink. Den’s had years of getting his routine down to an artform, so when I come banging on the door saying, “DEN! I need to use the bathroom TOO!” it kind of screws both of us up. It was so much easier when I slept in until after he left.<\/p>\n
The good: I do own a blowdryer.<\/p>\n
The bad: It sucks. It’s a little travel blowdryer that worked just fine for the two times a year I ever needed it. But on a daily basis? Yeah, totally not good enough. It’s roasting my poor hair. I think I need a diffuser. And more speeds\/settings. And some knowledge on how to do this. My hair hates me. (And I hate it. I want my pregnancy hair back, pronto. Whatever they gave me in the interim just sucks.)<\/p>\n
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And lastly…<\/p>\n
The good: I think Devin’s tree is going to survive!<\/p>\n
The bad: I think only one branch of Devin’s tree is going to survive.<\/p>\n
Sometimes being stuck in the middle is almost more frustrating than losing it completely. I hate having to just “wait and see.” It’s painful to drive up every day and see it there… I’ve been averting my eyes and trying to just not think about it. I really just don’t have it in me anymore. I can’t do anything more about it at this point, and I can’t handle being freaked out upset every day, so instead I just slam down the wall and cut myself off for the time being until I can decide if I should feel relieved or upset. Then I’ll go from there.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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