I think maybe this waiting to get pregnant was a good thing – it’s getting me more mentally prepared.<\/p>\n
I never expected to feel like this. I always thought that when we started TTC it would be because “it was time” and Den wanted to and I would aquiesce. I never thought I<\/i> would be the instigator, I<\/i> would be the one waiting and hoping.<\/p>\n
At first though it was about the goal – it became my pet project, my obsession. Getting my period at the end of the month wasn’t all that disappointing. I wanted to get pregnant, but picturing myself with a baby was just weird. But now… now I’m watching A Baby Story in the afternoons and feeling strongly about it. Now the pregnancy has become only a part of it, and I want a baby<\/i>. I’ve started picturing myself as a mother, and thinking I might not do such a bad job at it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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