This morning’s OPK revealed a different result: blazing OPK positive. And I pulled yesterdays out…. it darkened into an “almost positive.” So I guess that’s my answer.. I’m definitely ovulating now. Maybe that explains why I feel a little queasy, too.<\/p>\n
But I’m not actually charting tempertures so now I am just hoping that I actually do ovulate and doesn’t psych me out again. I would be REALLY pissed if this cycle gets dragged out with several “almost” ovulations.<\/p>\n
I’m really pissed about the whole goddamn situation. Earlier I wrote to some of my friends about just how angry I was…. this whole hope-anxiety-disappointment cycle. Like Rachel said… ovulation means hope, and hope really freaking sucks. I mean, I guess I have to have some hope or why even bother trying? These first few post-partum cycles are going to be the worst because in my head there’s actually a possibility (however slim) of me getting pregnant naturally. And in my past experience, hope just means a bigger punch in the gut later.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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