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Glow in the Woods<\/a> 6×6 for May. Join in with me, write in your own blog and then leave a comment in GITW with a link.<\/p>\n

1 | In a word, how would you characterize yourself before your loss, and then after?<\/i>
\nBefore: Joyful. After: Adrift.<\/p>\n

2 | How do you feel around pregnant women?<\/i>
\nI always look at them full of envy and question, do they really appreciate what they have? Do they really understand how precious it is?<\/p>\n

3 | How do you answer the ‘how many children’ question?<\/i>
\n“None living.” And then I wait to see if they ask what exactly that means. I think about saying, “One – he died.” But so far I haven’t been brave enough.<\/p>\n

4 | How did you explain what happened to your lost baby to your living children? Or, if this was your first pregnancy, will you tell future children about your first?<\/i>
\nWe will absolutely tell our future children about Devin. I hope to make him a part of our lives, with his tree, his scrapbook, his photo. I hope our children grow up cherishing his memory too.<\/p>\n

5 | What would another pregnancy mean to you, and how would you get through it\u00e2\u20ac\u201dor are you done with babymaking?<\/i>
\nAnother pregnancy would mean everything<\/i> to me. Hope renewed. A second chance at getting this right. I hope to take lots of photos – even more than last time – and spend time every day being thankful for what I have. And then try not to freak out completely.<\/p>\n

6 | Imagine being able to step back in time and whisper into the ear of your past self the day after your baby died. What would you say?<\/i>
\nJust do what you are doing. Write. You will get through this.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Glow in the Woods 6×6 for May. Join in with me, write in your own blog and then leave a comment in GITW with a link. 1 | In a word, how would you characterize yourself before your loss, and then after? Before: Joyful. After: Adrift. 2 | How do you feel around pregnant women? […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[71],"class_list":["post-1129","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-glow-in-the-woods"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1129"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}