{"id":106,"date":"2006-01-11T11:55:39","date_gmt":"2006-01-11T16:55:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=106"},"modified":"2006-05-06T04:35:16","modified_gmt":"2006-05-06T09:35:16","slug":"disappointment-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=106","title":{"rendered":"Disappointment"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last month I was all gung-ho, but when I got my period it wasn&#8217;t unexpected. This month has been much more laid-back. So I didn&#8217;t except to feel this bad when I got a negative\/spotting. (Yeah, I tested today, snow-white. That&#8217;s not definitive, but it adds more weight to the pile.) I really actually want a baby. I see pictures of Meghann&#8217;s little boy (who is so VERY cute, btw!) and I just really want that. It&#8217;s so foreign to me. But I&#8217;m really quite upset that this month didn&#8217;t work out. I don&#8217;t want to have to wait another month or who knows how long. I really hate this waiting and not knowing when it&#8217;ll happen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last month I was all gung-ho, but when I got my period it wasn&#8217;t unexpected. This month has been much more laid-back. So I didn&#8217;t except to feel this bad when I got a negative\/spotting. (Yeah, I tested today, snow-white. That&#8217;s not definitive, but it adds more weight to the pile.) I really actually want [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[7],"class_list":["post-106","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-thoughts-and-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/106","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=106"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/106\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=106"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=106"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=106"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}